unseen, unheard but always near, still loved
, still missed
"Sometimes, you think you've gotten over a person, but when you
see him smile you suddenly you're just pretending you're over him
to ease the pain of knowing the he will never be yours
"I was there for you, bitch
"I'm not the same anymore, i'll admit it; a lot of shit got to me
like it wasn't a big deal, when really it was breaking
"Same shit, different boy"
"Okay, I know I'm not fat
, but I have fat
that I need to lose. Is that better?"
"Unlike him, I wasn't able to just walk away. I couldn't just forget what we had.
It's not that easy for me to just let go of something that once was my life. I guess
unlike him, it actually mattered
"She's standing on a line between giving up and seeing
how much more she can take"
"Can't lose what you don't had, can't keep what's not years, and can't hold on to something that does not want to stay
"When people put you down enough, you start to believe
"That moment when you can actually feel the pain in your chest from hearing or
seeing something that breaks your heart
"I'm proud of my heart. It's been played
but somehow it still works."
"Have you ever looked back at the pas and realised you were such an idiot
, the year your best friend
drifts away, the year you finally find that one special
person and the year, that same person moves on
. The year you makethe dumbest decisions of your life
and the year you lose everything that
once mattered to you. 2011
the year you realise you have a whole lifetime full of this kind of shit."